Author: blacksouledbutterfly (me)
Summary: I always knew you would be the one to make me cry....
You told me you wanted to be there for Danica and me and I believed you.
Like the fool I was I believed you.
And we made love last night, but it was so unlike the way you used to make love to me.
Before I wouldn’t even call it that.
Before, you just fucked me, in the most literal sense of the word.
I was just there for you when you wanted me, and you would be so violent and rough and I would be bruised and sore for days, but I never complained.
Just the nearness of you was enough to make me content.
But last night was different.
You were more caring, more gentle and passionate than I had ever seen you be. And I remember that you whispered, “I love you,” to me just before I fell asleep.
But when I woke up this morning and looked at you, the sun creeping through the cracks in my curtains and reflecting off of your naked chest, your hair a mess, your face so angelic, just like Danica when she sleeps I panicked.
I can’t say exactly why I panicked.
I keep telling myself it was because I was sure that you didn’t really love me.
I was sure you were just using me and would just hurt me the first chance you got.
So I ran.
I didn’t take much; just what Danica and I would need and I went to pick her up from Harry’s.
Ginny was the one who answered the door when I came. Sleep was still in her eyes and she blinked a few times but invited me in.
Danica was asleep, sharing a bed with Lilliana. She did that when Lilliana slept over at our place. She always liked sharing time with Lilliana. They were best friends, like sisters, but their fathers were sworn enemies, and from the moment I was with you I felt like I betrayed Harry and I still do.
I told him I was leaving and where I was going and that he could tell the Ron and Luna and the rest of the Weasley clan and that was it.
I didn’t want to take the chance that you would find us in the Muggle world.
Not that I really thought you would go there.
I believe full heartedly, Draco Malfoy, that you would never step foot in the muggle world for any reason.
I was counting on it. Gods, was I counting on it, because if you did come there, if by some weird twist of fate you found us, I would be completely lost to you again. Heart; body; mind; soul.